I think it really depends on how far you go and which drugs you do. I’m very interested in effects different drugs could have on my creativity, art, and thinking on various topics. But then I’ve also had the desire to numb myself and try to escape intense feelings of loneliness and hopelessness. I mean it’s better than committing suicide which I’ve sometimes wanted to do.
Acid soul, demented hands; clear mind with cloudy vision…Cuts from razorblades that paint the first steps of your daily ritual. And you take delight, it’s the only sign of life.